Tag: depression

So I’ve been trying for the last two days (today starts day 3) to get my short term disability paperwork filled out.

My Primary is on maternity for seven months.

Her covering is a nurse practitioner who won’t fill the paperwork out.

My psychiatrist for my meds is on vacation until the day of the deadline.

The therapist I’m going to see today isn’t sure about filling out the paperwork b/c this is my first time seeing her.

I’ve been crying almost nonstop for the last few days, getting the run around, getting fucked over by the system.  

Honestly if I could just drop dead it would make everything easier.

ugh don’t worry I’m not gonna kill myself, I don’t have the means and it would be fucking stupid for me to do over bureaucracy.

I’m at my wits end.  I can’t sleep, i can barely eat over this. My depression was bad enough losing mom, but its spiraled even worse over all of this bullshit.