Tag: personal

Classic example of how to not be a human dumpster fire.

Me: HI how can I help you today?

Customer: *unintelligible ranting and yelling about something*

Me: I’m sorry ma’am can you repeat that?

She finally explains the problem and when I am professional and nice and tell her I’ll be glad to help and all that jazz she straight up tell me to shut the fuck up, and that my voice annoys her because she’s autistic.

Like. Excuse me. I’m autistic too and that doesn’t give me any excuse to be an asshat to someone that is trying to help.

You know what I hate most about this site? The fact that if you screw up once (even if you Apologize for it) you’re still an irredeemable shitbag.

And I mean sincere apologies.

No I’m not talking about that YouTube thing. I’m talking about innocent people getting angry and saying things they regret because we’re all real fucking people and we fuck up sometimes.

Sometimes I hate being autistic. I hate it. I despise it. I can’t fully express myself in a way that makes sense to other people and I get frustrated and feel like I’m getting talked down to because of it and I fucking hate it. I’m 30. I’m fucking 30. I’m not a child anymore and I don’t have to be treated like one and I just want to be able to be given the chance to express myself and my thoughts without someone thinking I can’t talk or I’m not going to talk because of whatever fucking reason they think.

Ilove being myself and I’m proud of being autistic, but this I hate. This bothers me. This is what upsets me the most.

I hate being nonverbal sometimes. I just want to be able to express myself and I want people to consider what I have to say.